Today I am most grateful that before I started writing this I did a little self-inventory. The pity pot is threatening to swallow me up today. I have a pain in my lower back, a general achiness and no desire to push myself past it all. Yesterday I felt this very same way. I managed to get up, get dressed and start moving. Within a few minutes I felt better. As the day went on I began to feel really good. So I already know the solution but my resolve is weak. Instead I want to stay here in a chair drinking coffee feeling sorry for myself. I did a little inventory inspired by the Og Mandino book I am reading. Yes I have two eyes that work perfectly. Yes I have a brain that works most of the time. (Just being honest). Yes I have two hands and two feet. What am I waiting for? Divine intervention? An inspiring quote from one of you? (I scrolled the new feed looking for something). Then I finally realized that I was giving up and giving in. I am becoming chemo gal. I can’t be tired. I slept for ten hours. I know my body gets stiff and achy when I sleep or sit still too long. I know that if I keep moving my body starts moving easier. I was accepting feeling shitty as the new normal, something I vowed I would not do. I dont want to be chemo gal. I want to be me! So I said f**ck this. Lets get this party started. Today is a beautiful day filled with endless possibilities. Are you going watch it from your window or get it and play? I think you know the answer. Yeah baby Im it. Thank you all!
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 14:30:37 +0000