Today I have felt the enemy trying to snuff out the joy that Holy Spirit had reignited this week. I had really been praying for a new touch from God to give the strength I needed to do the things I need to do and fulfill the expectations of my job. So as the day went on I became more stressed and wanted to prove that I was doing my very best. I sinned in my frustration and anger. I crossed the line with my tongue. Later I remembered that God calls us to work as unto His Glory, to do the best we can, to speak edifying words, to lift others up, to share the gospel with all that I can. I know my earthly numbers may not always be the highest, but His name is.. I have even had a resident that wanted to call on a Music Therapist to help me regain my voice, speaking and singing again. He said that he would make a call and have someone here to work with me tomorrow. Of course I could never accept that ethically as a therapist, coming from a patient, but I have to admit it would be awesome to find someone familiar with Spastic dysphonia to help me to overcome this most embarrassing and crippling disorder. But until then I will continue to do what I can to further the kingdom of God, pray for others, and do the best I can to work as unto His Glory. Maybe I am doing something right.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 04:30:55 +0000
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