Today I have has a complete upheaval of emotions...from complete and utter distress, worry and stress to absolute relief and joy.This morning at 4.30 am I got a dreaded phone call every Mumma worries and dreads.The phone call came from my much loved Blake William telling me he was in hospital waitingto go to surgery...omg I have NEVER felt so physically sick so instantly.Turns out his friends motorbike had fallen on him and now had to have surgery to release pressure and drain internal bleeding...I dont think Ive ever made it to the hospital so quickly...and at 8.00am I went up with him to deliver him to surgery...I honestly felt my heart was gonna break into 2..The relief I felt when he returned to the ward was completely overwhelming. Hes doing incredibly well very sleepy and sore but also incredibly brave..super proud of him and also myself as I held it together till he went in. So my darling boy hopefully on your bday next year you will have fun and excitement. but not in hospital lol.Umm its getting a bit embarrassing when you go to the hospital and so many nurses know you by first name. A huge thnx to the staff at the Royal and also my little sidekick Amy Rainbird...we couldnt have got through it without you..you are incredibly special to us all and I love you like I love my daughters.. heres hoping he has a restful night...I do love you ever so much now forever and 1 more...xxxxx
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 10:25:04 +0000