Today I passed in an oral exam, so next summer I can work at a national park in US. I cant wait 〜 By the way, the lyrics of this song are beautiful.... 【Elysion erase me】 so hear yourself, fine idea colonies here I stopped being in front of you ages ago Is it gonna be another self bidding note? cause Im so sick of everything mostly sick of myself, being pathetic for so long it somehow fells of me crying all my life Im almost saying my vision of everything filtered through rain I wish, I could even wish for something to happen I can no longer hope, feeling something or dreaming was no longer up somewhere in my foolish child being I dare not hope, I dare not fight say goodbye to the comfort I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten me and my meaning was journeying through life can i just fade away? I hear noises in the dark and hope I only dream my head is the only place where I can hear myself all I do is breathing in all I do is breathing out erase me from all hoping and dreaming and wishing on stars erase me into lonesome obsessions and unhealing scars erase me there is no other dawn I am longing to see erase me... Im near but my heart is cold my eyes cant hold the tears Im here and my mirror shows my childhoods ghastly fears Im for the chance of inspiration I wish someone else made all the decisions for me putting me out of a misery of how to choose and want like curcifixial options for my encourage to give up since I can never be dealt with the pain not regretting for the love like this Im just wondering... is it not okay to be born? that youre having love like this what is left for me to wait for? should I condemn myself to keeping or leaving just to warn for all that Ive lost and feel like or some superior power finally decides to give an end to those of myself would have become? If I aint get self notion anymore I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten me and my meaning was journeying through life can i just fade away? what if I want to fade away? making mistakes Ive always made... https://m.youtube/watch?v=o68tlJaETnI
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 09:26:52 +0000