Today I stand affirmed of my faith. There were days I questioned - TopicsExpress

Today I stand affirmed of my faith. There were days I questioned my faith. Voices in my head saying give up forget it .. but I stood my ground. Im so excited, I cant find the words to express myself. I literally am speechless when I realize the blessing poured out on me! The past few weeks were long, and tiring. People talking negative thoughts, and it did not seem that the wind was blowing in my direction, and my boats sails were not up in the air. My boat was just standing still in the middle of a raging storm. Yes, hope was at its minimum. My measure of hope was running out! I tried concentrating on other things, on helping other people, on looking above the situation... but lets be honest, the situation at hand is still at the back of your head. I prayed and tried to see the big picture, I may have even cried out at times. Im not afraid to say it because I see now, those silent prayers were heard! Nine months since my trial began. Nine months of ups and downs, nine months of questions. Relationships in the air, some left and walked out, others grew stronger! Nine months of falling behind and getting back up. Nine months of wondering if I was heading in the right direction or if I was just going to hit a brick wall. It took nine months for the birth of my miracle! I stand amazed, actually Im finding it hard to stand right now because Im overwhelmed by it! Your miracle may seem far off .. but just when hope falls low, expect it! It may take longer than nine months or less, but hang in there! Your harvest of blessing is around the corner. Remain selfless and try ever so hard to look at the bigger picture, its not easy, but keep at it! I will vouch for it! Im just another individual moved by the amazing power of faith in a big God I serve! - Andrew Perera