Today I wil begin to open up the book so we can learn together:) The Apple that became a Grape. They say the apple doesnt fall from the tree but this apple rolled across the road and became a grapevine!! I have always known there was something different about me yet for many years I have doubted...been afraid of rejection... I was born in Napa Ca.I lived in a abusive religious home that didnt watch beer commercials. I watched my parents harshly judge others. Dont get me wrong I am grateful they did the best they could with what they had....with who they were, I like to believe that because of the conditions they put on love is the reason I choose to love unconditionally. You know Love was watching over me even through these dark moments. Then I gave birth to my sons....another form of Love I was about to learn about its amazing. I was one mans ex and anothers widow by the time I was 30 ( I really doubted the kind of love I was searching for even existed. It did. I met Michael..My sunrise..sunset...and all the beautiful monents in between. weve been married now for 19 years:):) we now have four beautiful grandchildren (yet another form of love) although we are two for two...(we see two and two are kept away) I dont understand this and I never will) this past year has been rough and weve watched our Dan suffer in ways he never needed to. It would be easy to become hateful and thrash about calling people names and being mean. (trust me Ive had my days) yet something in me still sees something good in EVERYONE!!! some dont understand this and I myself question at times. Even becoming a grapevine I could never lean on another grapevine...I had to do the work myself, Theres way more that makes me ...me yet I feel compelled to just provide and open space here for Love..Compassion ..Nurturing. I have prepared a Healing Space in my home and will go on referrel only..donations only because maybe you can teach me something!! I still cant make a pie crust to save my life!! lol .Its time to come out of the shadows and no longer hide the real me:) so today we begin with LESSON 1--Soil Preparation DEFINITION-The state of being made ready beforehand. Prepared for a particular Purpose. Everything Happens for a Reason....ever heard this?? for myself I do believe EVERYTHING..every joy..heartache..lessons learned are an intricate part of my coming about.The journey to ourselves is never smooth sailing and theres always work to be done.Most certainly in the midst of abuse..abandonment..betrayal..decceit. we may lose our way for the light of who we truly are is buried. We or I should say for myself...well my spirit just knew there was a task at hand and that my many gifts n talents I would one day share with mankind. Well dear ones I have now opened the door and I invite you to share. As always know that LOVE truly is the salve for mankinds heartache but not just any love...UNCONDITIONAL LOVE:) stay tuned for point number 2. Nutrients & Irrigation. Big Big Hrt Hgs
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 17:53:54 +0000
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