Today I woke up feeling like the world just crumbled upon me.Rarely do I ever show my emotions in till they build up so much where they just began to pour out. When I no longer can pretend things dont phase me. Im literally so hurt to the point where I can feel my insecurities and pain eating away at me and although on the outside I remain fierce in the inside Im dying praying for recovery.I realized that backstabbers can only get at you when your back is turned and all guards are down. I knew I should have never trusted but for once I wanted to know what it was like to trust out of my circle. Most days it is a battle day to day to choose how much I reveal, speak about or share. Some days I wish I could be open and allow people into my world but when I do Im filled with more disappointment.
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 08:06:35 +0000
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