Today Im trying to keep positive happy thoughts. Very depressing day for me. Today exactly 4 years ago was the day I said my farewells to my foster mom. Still replays in my head like it was yesterday. My heart hurts more than it did that day. I tried avoiding saying goodbye to her in hopes that shed start getting better but when I went to see her I knew it was her time. I had it stuck in my head since I was so little that nothing on this earth could take her. And 4 years now it still hasnt hit me. I just cant come to terms with it. I never did say goodbye. Just told her that I love her and I will miss her and me n my kids will be okay. Hugged her and gave her a kiss. Went home praying woke up the next day had a voicemail from my brother and that was it. God took her. But she waited for me to say what I had to and that showed me how much she really loved me. I will be forever grateful for her. Just wish she had more time. But they say God always takes the best first and that he did.
Posted on: Thu, 06 Mar 2014 14:28:09 +0000
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