Today Marks 3 months Since I Have Lost My Wife..MRS Desiree M Sipes. I Have Seen many Tragic things in my time, Finding my wife dead in the Bed we shared with her Eyes wide open..Was the Most Horrific Thing I have ever witnessed, it shook me to the core of my soul..I have been Having Great Battles within myself to purge this image yet it remains...It made me question everything i thought i Knew..myself, God, The Devil...I Have Mourned Her very Deeply and have cried on many a sleepless night..asking why? What have I done that God, spirit or whatever your higherpower may be Took her from Me...She was My Light, She was why i Continued to Battle as I stared Death in the Face....She was there in what I thought then was my Darkest Hour...I was wrong....so today and from this day foward I will not allow this to To destroy me..This is not what she wants..she has come to me many times..This last time she wants me to move foward with my life..and I will Honor her wish..so today I do not mourn the loss, I celebrate the Life of Desiree..The Strength..the courage the good that she was in Life and every second we had together..She was my Wife and I her Husband..I will always love her..so i feel that her time and obligations in this world were complete..Yet i have starred Death in the Face and I am still here Why?..something is left undone...she wants me to move foward to love again and so I shall...Religion? I put no stock in Religion..by the word Religion I have seen the lunacy of fanatics of every denomination be called the Will of God. Holiness..is in right action..and courage on behalf of those who cannot defend themselves. And goodness..What the Higher power Desires..is in the mind and in the heart. By what you decide to do everyday, You will be a good man. Or not. I choose the light..I will not be consumed by darkness anymore...So Celebrate with me..those who love and care for me, The Life of My departed wife. In Loving Memory of Her...
Posted on: Mon, 02 Sep 2013 15:09:52 +0000
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