Today, for the first time in my second life that I am living that I can remember, I felt like ....(wait for it and dont miss it) vommiting and finnaly it came out. it was a moment that I had no control over what I was doing. My body was now in control of its self, and there was nothung I could do about it. A neibor who helps at the home was in the house and I had walked outside so that what happens that happens when Im not in control happens, i wont mess the house. Before it happened, I could feel myself loosing control: dizyness and a something pushing out from my stomach, and head ache with dizzyness..... and as I managed to run out, I managed before it came out. My neighbor told me it happened because I ate too many sweet things and related scientific information to that statement. I thought, I had control over what I was taking in, and since Iv been home alone I hav bought 1 2litr soft and I finished the one I found in the fridge, and Ive cooked ower 5 eggs (fried) in the within two to three days, ate maguinya, 3 sweet buns one morning.......mayonaze and tomato sauce mixed in rice lastnight and finished second share this mornin.... I thought, and saw that I had control over what I was taking in, and it tasted good for the moments that I had taken it in, but the concequence that I had no control over was the end result. Now I dont know what to eat because I dont want to have negative concequenses that totally try to ruin my fun or just being me as a person with the true HAPPINESS that no situation can steal from me. We many times take in substanses that ruins us and take control of us (movies dramas films pictures fastfood pleasures of this world drinks....) we have control of this, but what comes out of you might not be under your control but your fleshly nature. Be careful what you intake, though it doesnt come out through your mouth, it will be used to build you as you grow. IOUJC everybody. Its on facebook, thats why we share it
Posted on: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 12:25:20 +0000
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