Today has been a difficult day full of let downs.i called my sister like always she did not call me back.the person i loved decided to not be there for me as usual.i give up.i can no longer be with this person because of that.i am sorry.i go to a zero balance the first ay of every month so he can go drinking at a bar with other people.no more.i am throwing in the towel.i dont know what i ever did that people hold such resentment against me but it hurts.every night i attempt to transend to a higher level of conscienceness through meditation and prayer.i have friends i guess they are healthy for me.i am trying to improve my conscious contact with my higher power to gather an understanding of his will for me.i deserve better than this an di will find it in time.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Jun 2013 23:13:47 +0000
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