Today has been a really inspirational, emotional and over all healing day. I awoke this morning in a puddle of tears that continued as soon as I opened my eyes. While half awake ( that state of consciousness where you are aware, but still connected to another plane) I was visited by my mother. Let me start by saying she only comes to me when I really need it most, and I have been struggling with the fact that she is no longer on this plane of existence. The visit consisted of us lying on a couch her holding my head on her chest and she kissed my forehead while she whispered,Remember this, us, this connection, this feeling, dont forget. It was such a bittersweet connection considering it almost felt like I had a piece of her in my 3D world because I was aware, but still connected, but once I awoke fully it was like the tether was cut. I was frustrated, but oh so thankful. A few hours later, after I had re grounded myself with childs play and imagination, I was flowing to Nahko and this song came on, I immediately lost my shit, had to set my dragon staff down, sit down and breathe. Every word I listened to soothed my soul, allowed me to release the deep pain I held on to. Every tear that fell held so much weight, weight from the loss of so many loved ones, weight from literally seeing death in front of my eyes, losing that weight allowed me to breathe again. I wanted to share this because everyone deserves healing, everyone should feel that release that comes from letting go of what no longer serves you. I know this post it long, but its from my heart, and I wanted to share a little bit with you. I love you, happy healing. Xxx
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 03:14:55 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015