Today has really sucked. However, Im here to do my job and finish what I started. So, when I am congratulated in the same paragraph as condolensces for my dear sisters passing I try to realize everyone means well. I know people do not mean to lift Chantelle and I up and in the same post bring us right down. So, I just try to smile and know your hearts are in the right place and you mean love and support. Still, it hurts and is sad (and hard) to read both at the same time without crying. Additionally, Im coming up on the anniversary of Mommies ( Whitney) passing this June. So, you can imagine the fragile state I have been in for a few months now. Not to mention I am now COMPLETELY clean of ALL mind altering chemicals. Its A LOT for even the strongest of wills. Sometimes to much for me to handle alone. Praise His holy name I have an amazing support team. Please do not misread or read into what Im saying. These are simply my feelings and they are quite valid. I love my sister and will always hold dear the treasured moments of laughter and joy weve shared. I also realize everyone is not me and does not think like nor have the same mind set as I. So, Ill simply say thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. Each of you mean the absolute world to me.
Posted on: Sun, 20 Apr 2014 04:27:50 +0000
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