Today is the birthday of my better half. We were born three months apart and have never ever been separated. Shes my blood cousin but we dont feel that way we know each others fears, happiness, sadness and to top it off we can fool anyone over the phone because we have the same voice. We are sisters and she has been with me in all my ups n downs. Shes been a mother to all of my children and Godmother of two of them. For this person Im capable of taking a bullet but also shooting one to protect her of all harms. Its your birthday Aiza Alonso and I had few things I been wanting to tell you and since everyone has been contacting you to ask me to return to Facebook to make them laugh Iv decided to reopen it with a very sentimental letter I wrote to you for your birthday. Another year on earth and still I see my better half existing not living. I apologize that Im expressing what my heart feels on your birthday. For many years I lived your abuse in the hands of the one person who was suppose to protect you. Then I lost you for 5 years in the system. Many nights I cried thinking is she afraid? Would they hurt her and I cant protect her like I always did when you was a little girl????? Then came the marriage to that man who abused you, used you and destroyed the little hope you had inside of you that one day youll be happy. I gave you the one thing I knew would of made you happy. Our Daughter for many years she replaced that empty hole in your heart even when it had so many other wounds. Then everything crumbled again. For good 7 or 8 years Iv seen my better half slipping away and Im not going to lie its killing me. I might not mention it to you out of respect or maybe because I live a very self destructive life. But I know I dont have to much time to tell you how much I love you and that your hurting me so much. Seeing you laying there with no desire to live and at that many times I see how you write to others and advise them how to be happy. I have always thought to myself what would my life be like without my cousin. I can remember a day or a long period of time that we been separated. Losing you or you losing me its crazy just to think that one of us stays behind right. Well I dont know if you ever thought about it but I always did and still do. All I AM WISHING FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY IS FOR YOU TO TRY A LITTLE BIT HARDER TO BE HAPPY. Find what makes you a little happier Aiza because deep down in my heart I cant wish you a Happy Birthday. I need to wish you a Happy Life. If you still love me as much as you did when we was growing up. Please try to live and find happiness. We got very little time left on earth. Maybe getting closer to God and rebuking all illnesses and depression from your thought will help. All I can say that I cant live a day without you. Because you are the one childhood memory I could never block from all the ugly things I lived through you was the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you!!!!! Happy Life....... Together till death do us apart❤️🙏
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 03:59:44 +0000
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