Today is the last day of radiation for Austin....Are we Excited??? NO!! Why should we celebrate the very thing that is keeping this tumor at bay??? Its not a happy day for me at all...I am scared to death. Marty and I are exhausted from stress and worry. Imagine for one minute 3 doctors taking you into a room and telling you that your child is going to die. Are we Strong....NO we are not!!!!!!! We are strong for and around Austin best we can be. We are torn apart. We want to spend every minute of every day with Austin and do as much as we possibly can with him. We want to keep him busy and worry free. He has asked Marty and I several times why does this keep happening to him? Why cant I go back to living my life? He has cried about being sick again. I dont understand why for a 3rd time my child is suffering again. Sometimes when I look at him and the changes he has had to go through again I just want to lay down and die....Its so unfair!!
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 13:20:40 +0000
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