Today its been one year since my Gramma Lutz passed away. It still feels so unreal. While I miss her constantly, miss the talks and the insight and love that she always shared with me, going through her ordeal with her it made me realize the importance of living your life full of love and warmth for others, to embrace instead of shying away, to share your thoughts honestly and to go for broke in the things you devote your time to. I also learned how humbling it can be to provide the care for someone approaching the end of their days, and I wouldnt have traded those days for anything as I was able to care for her and be that influence when she so needed it. I find solace in the fact that she is surrounded by her daughter and granddaughter in heaven, and am a bit jealous given how much I miss them all. Death is a hard thing, but it hurts so much because it was real. Its important to know that it was physical, honest and tangible. You have to let hurt be felt, but also the healing. Promote that truth and show it to others and become more whole as a person. Thats what my grandmother taught me, to strive to be more whole, more loving and more fulfilled. The thought of those I lost drives me in my pursuit to become successful and to flourish while Im here. Those Im with and those Im around help keep me centered and grounded. Im adamant to be someone that they are proud of, I wanna have a lot to tell them about when I eventually do see them. My spotify radio spit this out to me when I was about 3 lines into this post and it made me have to get up and work it out for a bit. Im certain that some entities with enough power can send some signs, and honestly I dont know of three greater, more power people than them. https://youtube/watch?v=juzMD1GCAf8
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 01:04:45 +0000
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