Today marks 10 months youve been gone. & It still feels like it was just yesterday. Ill never forget waking up to 23 missed calls from Mercedez telling me to get my butt to the hospital because you werent breathing. Then shortly after, I got the call that you died. My world stopped. I literally sat on my floor in shock. I couldnt even cry. Then Dallas called me. He said he had something to tell me. Then told me you had passed. & I remember telling him, I know. Im on my way. He told me to hurry. I had never seen or heard him cry until that phone call. Then when I got to the hospital it all hit me. Everyone was holding each other and just crying their eyes out. Your mom & I sat in the church for a good while. We literally held each other and cried for what seemed like forever. She told me I have a special place in her heart & she loves me very much. That meant the absolute world to me. You know how much I love your family. I had on the necklace you gave me on Christmas Eve & refused to take it off. That necklace just makes me feel like youre with me. & I know you always are. Even though 10 months have gone by, it still feels like it was yesterday that we were sitting in the Walmart parking lot. We were listening to music, talking, laughing. Having a great time. & We had a really good talk. Ill never forget it. I miss you & love you so much Austin
Posted on: Sun, 27 Oct 2013 03:12:26 +0000
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