Today marks 19 years since my Dad passed away. I didnt cry then... I knew it was coming because he was terminally ill at the age of 44. I was too hard to cry, well for about a year. Then it hit me, hard and I would cry often, get mad because he left me. Blamed my storms on him because he didnt teach me on how to be a man. I had to snap out that, my life wasnt a good one and I was passing blame.. yea he wasn t around most of my life but those last few years that he was, were the best. Man he knew his child, his oldest. He knew who i was before I did. He got me, encouraged me...most of all, he loved me regardless. Told me to stand strong and always hold your head high. If you want something then go get it damnit! Dont let life pass you by and dont be an option, be the one! I wish i would of listened then lol... took a minute but I am and now living life fully, instead of crying I smile and smile hard. Thank you Sir! I miss you terribly Dad and I love you! Sleep in Heavenly Peace #Asè
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 13:31:17 +0000
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