Today marks 3 months since my fathers death. There has been nothing more infuriating, saddening, and challenging than what I have experienced. His life was cut too short due to depression and his resulting suicide. There are so many What ifs and whys that I ask myself every single damn day that I will never find an answer for. I will cherish the moments that I had with him but I, and everyone else, deserved many more. I would not have made it through (passed) the semester if wasnt for my friends, family, and Caitlin Washburn helping to push me to get to winter break. Now that the semester is finally over I can focus on returning myself to normal. There is much more to say but I hope that this gives a small insight to what suicide can do to the loved ones of the deceased. If you or someone you know is depressed, please seek help for them/yourself. If there wasnt such a stigma associated with mental illnesses he, and others, may have sought help. Depression requires as much medical attention as an other health condition. This was one of the songs played during his funeral that contains imagery which displays some of my thoughts/feelings. https://youtube/watch?v=gR5KTvk2kP8 RIP Joe Smith, I love you
Posted on: Mon, 22 Dec 2014 19:51:51 +0000
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