Today someone asked me how do i stay so positive with the recent loss of my little brother...I guess thats a good question , to be honest me moping around is not going to do anything good for anyone, I also have 2 younger brothers that are looking for me to guide them more than ever now, Yes I miss my brother more than words can explain, not a second goes by when I dont think about him, he and I actually have a favorite song together and during my cardio and workouts I put that same song on repeat, I always feel like I trained and worked hard, but now that I feel like my brother is looking down on me I am working and training harder than I ever have in my life, The pain I feel from his loss is so strong that simple stuff like people being negative, or being on a contest prep diet and doing early morning fasted cardio, that stuff does not even bother me anymore. There is so much more to life and the fact that I have air in my lungs and a heartbeat in my chest is a blessing and Im grateful to be alive and well. I admit when Im alone or especially at night when Im trying to sleep I get pretty sad but i try and think about all the good things and times with him that i had. I really appreciate everyones prayers and supports but please do not feel sorry for me. Im grateful that God still left me 2 brothers to love and care for and be a role model for. One day I will see my brother Joseph again but until then all I can do is be a good person and work hard to make sure he is proud of me as well as my family. As I have said before if you have someone you miss, or love or want to talk to about something please dont waste time, life is to short and we are not promised Tomorrow ...everyday is a blessing so live it to the fullest!
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 02:29:33 +0000
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