Today was by far the worst day Ive ever experienced and I dont even think Im exaggerating. I cried through every class and honestly I dont cry in front of people anymore. Today made me realize that most of the time, youre going to meet lots of people who might be the most ignorant people you have ever encountered but you need to realize that theyre just other human beings making the same mistakes you do everyday. And sometimes, name calling and putting people on blast shouldnt be one of our main priorities. Sometimes we need to think about how the people we constantly put down feel instead of thinking everything revolves around ourselves. Place yourself in their shoes. I honestly feel like the biggest piece of shit and I dont think any of you realize how much I have actually been trying to change myself. I go to school everyday with a positive attitude because I want to be remembered as the girl who was always happy and never let things get to her, but everyday something new pushes me closer to the edge. And today I felt like I was at my breaking point. Ive stayed strong for so long because I knew I was finally beginning to make all of you smile and laugh and just have a reason to smile again and I started to have hope that maybe, just maybe my dreams will come true one day and Ive been working so hard but now Im sitting here alone as ever and its getting harder and harder to wake myself up every morning knowing that Im nothing but a walking disappointment. Im so sorry to anyone I have ever verbally abused or made feel unimportant because I promise that youre worth way more than you will ever know.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 23:48:05 +0000