Today was just one hell of an exceptional day for the first time ever I could walk into a shop like Dotti and try something on. I had always admired the clothes they sold in there but I could never fit them as I was too fat for them. Same as going into Jeans west, after my catch up with Luke and the clothes he suggested, I was on a mission to try all of those items on. So first stop was Dotti, as I walked into the changing rooms I could feel tears streaming down my eyes. What a sookie lol, but the reality was I was so overwhelmed with how far I have come. The poor shop assistant asked if I was ok, I just looked at her with a stunned look and said I was fine. Same thing happened when I was in Jeans west, never in a hundred years would I ever fit my ass into a pair of Skinny Jeans. Well for the first time ever I did. The look on my face was WOW!!!!!! Really??? Me in Skinnys. Am I seeing things??? People who know the trouble I have battled with my weight would know what and how emotional I can get when I talk about myself, I often put myself down because of what I was like. But someone that is very special to me keeps me in line he is forever correcting me and I am very grateful to have him. He sees all the beauty I posses inside and out, but its just me still getting use to the person everyone else sees on the outside, my mind isnt really there yet. But then a friend of mine from school also mentioned something to me that made me wanna have a break down, she said if we were to have a school reunion or something. I would be the one that would have had the biggest transformation hands down, I wasnt prepared for something like that, its just amazing what so much can do for a person. I am totally blessed that I have such a wonderful family and beautiful friends that continue there love and support while I am still on this journey of self discovery. So thank you one and all xoxoxo Especially my mum, my two little sisters that put up with all my ups and downs, lefts and rights. Babe, your another one I have to thank. Thank you for being so positive and uplifting, yet at times I dont realise how lucky I am too have you. xxxxx
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 07:42:05 +0000
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