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Tonight as I drove home I watched the sun put on a magnificent display. Normally I would have been at the beach with Xander taking pictures and watching him play. As the sun descended I wondered to if Xander could see that sunset and if he thought of me. Today is the first full day without him. Without hearing his little voice tell me he needed a hug and a kiss a dozen times a day. Ive been through a lot in my life and nothing compares to the longing and sadness I feel right now. Will I survive this time? I have too. There is no option. for me the road I walked last week is not the road I must now walk. Now I find myself walking alone in a wilderness I hardly remember. For now I must better myself on all fronts. Am I scared? In simple word yes I am scared.
Posted on: Wed, 16 Jul 2014 06:48:37 +0000

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