Too often, we judge ourselves by what man says about us. We forget that we have a purpose. We spend so much time changing ourselves to live pleasantly in mans distorted eye sight that we are dying younger and younger each year. When we realize we are hurting from the consequences that come from how much sin we live in, the MATURE thing to do is to GROW UP and SURRENDER ALL TO HE THAT CREATES NEW OPPORTUNITIES AND TO HE THAT CREATED US. He died for us. Sacrifice. We were born into sin and we can change our starters. Our habits and beliefs are like basketball players. So if our starting five is sinful, we are destined to lose at some point. Some of us try to win the game of life with that original starting line up, but for those of us that see that we are lost and damaged choose to substitute Gods standards into the game to save our lives. Our lives and futures depend on that 4th string. For me and for some of you, that Godly string of standards were the bench riders. They rarely got any playing time, but by Gods grace, the Devil doesnt run the show. There is a thing called SPIRITUAL GROWTH that I am exploring. A person with NO FAITH will believe that I am wasting my time, but the truth is WE ARE NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER. There are things that I regret, but thanks be to GOD, THE GAME IS NOT OVER. I cant even begin to tell you the JOY I HAVE INSIDE ME RIGHT NOW. Happiness is what man strives for but Happiness is NOT THE SAME as joy. God bring me peace, but not TOO MUCH! I NEED STRUGGLE IN ORDER TO REMAINED FIRED UP UNTIL I DIE! I dont WANT TO BE SILENT ANYMORE! I WANT CHANGE, starting with MY SOUL. GOD BRING ME PEACE TO HELP MY PAST HEAL MY FUTURE! EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON..TODAY I BROKE DOWN IN A GOOD WAY..TODAY I WANT GOD, THE CREATOR OF ALL GOOD THINGS..THE GOD WHO CAN TURN THE TABLES OF ANY SITUATION. WHO CHANGES MY THOUGHTS, EMOTIONS, AND ACTIONS. GOD CHANGE MY WORLD VIEW. MY WORLD VIEW WILL BE CLEARER, EVERYDAY I SEEK HIS FACE..We will understand it better by and by. We are never alone. There is power. Peers, some family, and EVEN SOME CHRISTIANS tell me NOT TO SEEK IT, but there is a reason that this path is lonely..REALIZING THIS IS CALLED MATURITY..I have to stay prayed up, for sight..this world is full of temptation, and even worse, WOLVES DISGUISED AS REAL CHRISTIANS WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE ME DOWN THAT WRONG ROAD WITH THEM..who would have ever EXPECTED ME OF ALL PEOPLE TO CHANGE..ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE is todays and tomorrows lesson..the PAST WAS FULL OF USELESS DOUBT..thank you Holy One, Jesus, God, Trinity, Alpha and Omega, Son of Man, my Savior, my relaxation, demon defeater, my all..theres NOBODY LIKE GOD..
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 20:33:11 +0000
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