Trapped.. Insert 4 For days after being discharged at the hospital I felt myself addicted to whole new kind of sadness, depression took over me and I completely lost myself A day after I was discharged a Detective from our local police station brought me news that some might perceive as good but I didnt see it that way Themba was found dead at his parents house apparently he committed suicide It kinder turned me inside out knowing that I couldnt face him or confront him in a sense! It sucked that he didnt get to feel the kind of pain he put me through its one thing being raped but infecting me with Chlamydia? I was asked to head to the hospital since his body was there just to identify the body I got into the room and found his lifeless body just laying there looking pure, as if he had no sin at all I couldnt contain myself so I cried, I cried so much that I was filled with so much anger I dont know what came over me but I found my rage unleashed as I kept hitting his lifeless body, the police officer who was with me at the time tried his hardest to retrieve me but I wouldnt listen to reason When I had, had enough I stopped took a step back and wiped my tears away in a way I felt a bit of relieve Me: nguye lo! I said as I made my way out.. I felt the need to just get away, I felt the need to just start over I got to my flat and yes the memories couldnt keep away,the place was still Trashed and every broken piece had a story to tell I packed my bags and loaded them into my car I called my landlord telling him that I had left and that he could do whatever he wanted with the furniture in the flat.. I got into my car and started driving I didnt know where to head to but I drove anyway..
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 19:54:52 +0000
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