Trying to organize my life without overwhelming it has been tough. Having to go through boxes and boxes of my daughters, daddys and mamas things and find a place for everything has been a difficult one. Trying to decide what to keep and what to trash and what to save and what to get rid of and where to put it all has not been easy. Hard to let go of anything they saved. Having to make room for Jerry to move his shop back home by the end of the month and turn my extra bedrooms back into rooms so the kids have a their own rooms when they are here and I have a place for guests to sleep and get my workout room back so I can get to my machines. And get my garage back too. Thank God my mama and daddys house is paid for. Still so much to go through and I dont want my parents things going anywhere. Just going to take time. Trying to live and grieve over 3 loved ones at the same time is not easy...it can be overwhelming. Life does not stop while you go through your own life. It just adds or subtracts more. Holidays are hard and sharing your feelings with others during this time is really not welcomed. Others are being all festive and happy and it is hard to get with the program so please forgive me if I seem to be a little AWALL. I am in a different place in my life right now that most are not and I am just not feeling it. And I dont want or need to try to blend in when I cant. Just going to take time.
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 16:30:08 +0000
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