U remember getting bullied in school and u didnt know what was wrong with u ? ... U thought ...am I not pretty enough .. Not tough enough ... Didnt make the ball team ? Wdf ??? ... And u felt alone ... Then u grow up and u find ur In ....ur ok ... Ur good for a few years .....Maybe u got pretty , funny rich who can say ...People want to be u whatever it is .... N suddenly it starts all over again ......ur alone inside urself regardless .....where ever u go there u are ... Because u been hurt ...U have mercy ... And ur as nice and caring as u can be ...and u meant it from the bottom of ur heart and if u werent u a feel convicted and ur sorry so sorry ... And u go make it better ... Yet..suddenly they turn and u dont know why ... One day u have a freinds ...and somehow it just bugs someone that u walk by that you breathe ....and soon it bugs everyone ... Wdf u think ... why am I here again what did I do ....should I be an asshole should I be mean....is that what people like is that respect....treat some poor soul like shit so u can feel better ... Cant do just cant it is ridiculous .... Seriously its as juvenile as it sounds ... I Fkn cant wrap my head a round it .... I just cant ..... Yet I fear them ...Those people can cost u everything ur job ...ur happiness ...that then causes u ur childrens happiness ... it all trickles through the same pipe...did they smell my fear is it that primitive ? Dont tell anyone ur gay or bi especially if u belong to a faith group ... For me its the church ...Broke ...dont tell any one ...dont drive ur peace of shit car up and park by the country club ...dont stand by the bus stop with ur second hand bags full of groceries from the food bank... Dont be fat ...dont b skinny .... And Dont ever get ur ass kicked ur a shame to ur self if u do hard to hold ur head up .... Just Dont be average !!!!!....At anything !!!!....because ur life will suck ... How does anyone , and I mean anyone !....make it one day with out feeling Jesus in their heart I have no idea .... Hes my buddy seriously laugh if u want ...Thanks lord for being on the school ground when I held my head in my hands ...On the street where it was dark and cold ...on the job were no one spoke to u and everything feelt tense and awkward ...In the home when u were alone amongst ur family ...With the gays ... With the poor ...and with the hoes and the bros ...Simply just there just call if u ever felt any of this ... Trust me if u called he heard u ...he will show up ... Especially if ur heart is breaking ...open the door if u hear him knocking and let no root of bitterness spring up amongst u no matter who bullies or degrades u
Posted on: Sun, 26 Jan 2014 09:54:59 +0000
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