Ugh. Got to the phone repair place for 3:30pm and they were like, weve just got the parts in this afternoon, its next on our list, so sorry you have to wait even more, and that you had to come in twice more since you dropped it off because we cant be arsed to email our customers when their shits done, we promise it will be done by 6pm! So I went off for a wander, bought a book and ate a toastie, went back at 5pm and they were faffing over a different phone while mine sat on the table in bits... still not done then. I went off for yet another coffee, read more of my book but wasnt taking it in because I was worried about the time and didnt have a watch, then I was feeling sorry for myself because I couldnt relax, because Im always rushing, always panicking, or anxious, feeling like doom is always just around the corner. Then went back to the phone place at about 5:45pm and it was still in bits on the table, the only guy left in the shop was working on it, his last job, late on a Friday, and he had to keep getting up to see to people coming in; this one guy came in and kept him talking for 15 bloody minutes. I ended up waiting there for over an hour but I couldnt get angry because he was working so hard to get it done for me before he went home and he was apologising over and over... then it turned out hed taken it apart 3 times because it still wasnt working... the battery was flat... ffs. Migraine was then starting because of the shite lights in Asda... I was proper fed up. And then I saw a homeless guy with his dog, sitting by the lifts. Couldnt believe i was getting stroppy about waiting for my shiny smartphone and being late to get home to my cosy flat. gave him my last quid, burst into tears. over tired dot com Had a talk with dave last night about happiness, and what it is that makes you happy, its certainly not stuff, its certainly not life circumstances... because Im pretty lucky. I have my life how Ive always wanted it, I have a comfortable life... Im not unhappy, but... idk. I cant feel any joy either, every day is just approaching doom.
Posted on: Fri, 10 Oct 2014 21:12:51 +0000
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