Ugh. I cant sleep. This is the first time Ive ever been completely alone in my whole life. I mean Ive always felt lonely, or independent. Like my own person. But I left my parents home when I was nineteen with my then girlfriend, Amber. Stayed with her for six years, then moved back in with my parents after the spilt. Then straight into another marriage. And thats where Ive sorta of been for the last three years. Always attacted to something. And its like, Ive yet begun to live. Just as my father told me after Amber and I broke up. You have yet begun to live Jessica. Dont take it so hard. I didnt think he was right, thinking Id seen it all. But now Im here. Here. Alone. Sometimes lonely. Experiencing it, the world, for the first time...Ive never felt so alive. I wish I had someone to share it with. But everyone these days is just about having fun. Serves them right I guess. Maybe he deserves to. Maybe I deserve to. Could it be more straight up please? Because, right now. He treats me like were caught in a hit and run.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 04:30:40 +0000
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