Ugh.. I hate that I cannot stop crying over the fact that Xavier is starting school. Trying to hide in the bathroom sobbing, so he doesnt see me. I will miss the safety/security of the Emerick house. All these years of dropping him off into Denises loving arms KNOWING that he is loved and all his needs are met..I never once, not once EVER had to worry, I knew he was with the most Godly loving kind gentle patient most caring woman Ive ever met.. This next chapter is a day by day journey. I know we will all find our groove and he will love school..but today and tonight.. I just feel sad...oh and did I mention Paxton will be in SEVENTH grade...and hes already talking about what kind of car he wants for his 16th birthday..
Posted on: Tue, 26 Aug 2014 01:19:36 +0000