Ugh.. im so damn emotional.. well everyone.. for those of you who know my dog Sugar.. shes not doing so great these days.. her hips are starting to really hurt her.. everything she does gets harder and harder on her... all of you know shug as the dog riding shotgun next to me.. well these days riding in the truck has become painful... it seems like everything she enjoys doing in life has become a challenge and is no longer fun to her... and thats why im writing this post today... Ive had some pretty rough years in my life.. ive been through hell and survived.. ive lost everything i owned.. except shug (& Tilly RIP).. She isnt just a dog to me.. Boogie is my bestfriend.. shes been there thru the hardest times of my life... and knows me down to the darkest depths of my soul.. shes faithfully kept my every secret and never once judged me for anything.. i never thought i knew what unconditional love, loyalty and Trust felt like, but thats so far from true.. i found that in my Boogie... it didnt matter.. i could smell like shit, look like shit, feel like shit, and be in a shitty mood and Sugar still greeted me with a wagging tail..kisses for mommy and looked at me like i was the best thing shes ever seen... Ive had shug for her whole forever.. I am her Mommy and she is my Baby... i hear so many people say its just a dog and i just shake my head and smile.. because those people will never know the depth of our love.. the strength of our bond.. they will never know how it feels to have unconditional love from their bestfriend.. because humans are incapable of doing so.. Ive had to make one of the hardest and un-selfish decisions ive ever had to make.. My baby is suffering and i cant put her through that.. shes been too good of a dog and one hell of a partner.. shes lived a great life and definitely made my life great... i cant even remember life before shug.. and i dread the thought of life without her.. but doing what is best for her is what she deserves... So within the next few days ill be putting Boogie to sleep and i want everyone to know that were in plant city and your more than welcome to come see her... she loves you guys.. ughhhhh omg im balling.. i dunno how im going to handle this..
Posted on: Sat, 19 Oct 2013 09:13:01 +0000
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