Umntu ngoKaThixo - Insert 3 Hayi uSis Nontando ebesayina, I boyfriend plus abantwana abangasongabakhe futhi, the things people do for love, kuthe kanti andikaboni nto. By then I was attending eBoston College I-Computer science. Gugu was still the only one who was supporting me, uVuyo got a job ,as ebesegqibile eskolweni and she moved out immediately to a flatini eTown. UZwai yena okokoko ese Jele. I was a stranger in my own home, I was not welcomed tuu, things got worse when 2 sisters zeboyfriend ka Sis Nontando moved in with us as well and they took over. I told myself ukuthi andiyi ndawo kusekhaya, I have every right to stay they there njengo Sis Nontando. But hey impathombi became unbearable, I could not take it anymore, especially when they started to lock me out, sometimes bendilahlekelwa yimali, not only that my clothes were disappearing too.it was 6 against 1, there were no prospects of winning at all from myside. He he my own sister ebecenga ifamily yendoda ngamanye amazwi ebethenga umzi at my expense. Gugu suggested that I moved out , he rented a flat for me eBraamfontein so that I could be closer to eCollege, it was a good gesture , on the negative side though all this gave Gugu more power over me, as he knew I solely dependent on him, in other words he owned me. I was forced to agree with whatever he was saying, this ibinditya ngaphakathi. Financially bendingashorti niks, but I did not have any freedom, Gugu even chose friends for me, Imagine he was my first boyfriend, so I never had any opportunity to be a teenager and experiment with boys. I could not wait ukuthi ndigqibe ukufunda so that I can be independent, I dreamed uGugu, I smelled him, I breathed him as well, my every move was being watched.I was in prison. I remember one afternoon, this other guy was trying his luck , sasiphuma kwi class yokugqibela.. Xolisa: Sivu I know where you stay, kunini ndicenga mfondini, give just your number ke Me: Hayi maan Xolisa, this will never work, my boyfriend is so possessive awazi wena Xolisa: Exactly thats why you need to cool off with me Me: ha ha ha awumazi uGugu wena, by then we were walking towards kwa steers siyothenga ice cream. Xolisa made a mistake of feeding me with ice cream, it was all innocent shem, yhoo ndibone senyuswa ngesifuba nguGugu, ukuthi uvelaphi andimazi. Gugu: Kwedini nobody touches my woman siyevana ntwana. UXolisa uye waxolisa waphele mehlweni. We left no Gugu afterward, without saying a word to each other. Xolisa never bothered me again, even when I tried to make iconversation, ebebalekela phaya. With my family, Everytime I tried to phone uVuyo, for a chat, shell tell me ukuthi she is paying for her flat and a car.. I-worse ebezitsho ezizinto ndingacelanga mali niks I tried to call Oomakazi ukuthi bathethe no-Sis Nontando, bandixelela nje phandle ukuthi uSis Nontando umdala , I must listen to her, just because I took care of umama does not mean I own that house njenge mali lekamama endayityayo..Oomakazi had issues.I felt so helpless but stuck with uGugu.Bendinqwena nam to go out with other students my age, or go to parties but I wouldnt dare. My only confidante was umamu Melwane, the one who helped to look after umama, I opened up to her about my relationship with uGugu as well , how I feel trapped about my relationship with uGugu and all that. She encouraged me to ukubekezela until ndigqibe ukufunda, esithi at least uGugu uyandithanda akandibethi. I felt like throwing up everytime I visited ikasi lam eVosloo, ukuthi bendingamkelekanga ekhaya abantwana bakamama were scattered abanye in prison.I was so sure ukuthi this is not what my parents had in mind , the time besikhulisa. Yiza eGoli uzobona imihlola, my dearest Sis was thrown out from her home phofu , ekhutshwa ngonomdodi bakhe, kwafakwa enye inkazana for UBhuti wabo,when I heard this from umamu melwane I was not feeling sorry for her, to make matters worse she was heavily pregnant then. I dont know how she located my flat in Braamfontein, ndabona ngaye enkqonkqoza, I was relaxing with uGugu, Gugu opened the door in his boxers , only to be greeted by I-sight of a very pregnant woman. Sis Nontando: uSivu uhlala apha ? Wangena ngeshori , with no manners at all, let alone ukubulisa. Gugu: Molo Sisi, unjani? Sis Nontando did not respond, instead watyhala isisu wangena I quickly put on my gawn ndayosabela. Ndithe ngakuthi ntla ngaye kwee nyuku ngaphakhathi. Sis Nontando: oh mtasekhaya uright? Uthandana neligintsa ngoku? We both looked at her asamphendula. Sis Nontando: you are my only hope mtasekhaya, andinabani, uMthetho ulahlekiswa ngosista bakhe, I need you Sivuyile.. I just said, mnxim , ndabuyela eroomini, I cried yhoo, remembering amazwi kaMamu Melwane ukuthi bazobuya one by one, zendingababambi nqala, family will always be family. But the pain was just too much maan. Gugu came to the room , and sat ebhedini next to me. Me: ufuna ntoni apha u- Sis Nontando Gugu? after all shes done to me, makahambe , andimfuni apha Gugu: Bhabha ligazi lakho eli, jonga isimo sakhe and forget everything else. Me: why angayi kooMakazi or kuVuyo ke, Baby uSisi yinyoka waziwa ndim Gugu pleaded with me to let her stay. Andizange ndibuyele kuSis Nontando, I remained eroomini. Walungiselelwa nguGugu. The following morning, uGugu ebesemkile, USisi came in to my room. She was crying exolisa into engaphelileyo.Besendihlile, so we made peace and hugged. Sis Nontando: andimfuni uGugu apha, uZwai esetrongweni nje yi-bad influence yakhe, ufuna ntoni emagintseni ? Umhle unesikolo you can get indoda eright Me: if I were to choose between uGugu or You, Gugu will be my obvious choice, if you want to stay here in peace , Kuzakufuneka uwabale amazwi akho, I am this learned person today because of him Moreover he has volunteered to get our home back from eza-chancers after uzele, uzoyobakhupha ababantu pha, so that ubenokubuyela eVosloo. Uthe esithi uyaqalisa to bad mouth uVuyo nooMakazi, I stopped her again, Me: Sisi ndiceluyeke maan, andithi beniphila nonke , nindicalula nisithi nditye imali kaMama, please kwam akuthethwa ngamagama abantu. She looked at me with an attitude, bendipholelwe yhoo. So though she stayed with me , we did not have much of a conversation.. Weeks later she gave birth to a baby boby, we supported her no Gugu nonyana wakhe uAvile. UTato mntana ebengabonakali , enqabe oku kwe polisa leKula. UAvile was then 2 months old, it was late Friday, uSisi ebezohamba noGugu ukubuyela ekhaya ngengomso namapolisa. We left no Gugu siyobukela I-movies eCarlton Centre, We came back around 9, When we got out of the lift, we were greeted by isikhalo sika Avile. Besisitsho isithukuthezi sento. Gugu: Bhabha I wonder uSisi wakho umenzani umntana ekhala kabuhlungu kanje To our shock my flat was Flat to let, uSis Nontando took everything and left me only with ibed le ibilele uAvile plus my books. I worse le yokushiyelwa umntwana.
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 18:36:20 +0000
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