Uncle Everybody has somebody in their lives that helps them get closer to God and understanding. Cause at one time time in everybodys life they try to closer to God and understanding. And for me that person is my uncle. So who why I dont just listen to him... you dig me I can do right religiously but Im hard headed The paths I keep choosing keep dead ending Want to shut up and listen to my uncle Dont want disappoint him but thats where my roads go I want to be like him always praying on time I want to be like him living a pious life Why I gotta be weak I want to just say no Mischief always in my pocket and I cant let go Want to speak ancient Arabic and recite the Quran Next time he visits Mecca I want to make Hadjj If I dont want to be dirty why my feet in the mud Buttox backward trouble I dont love Trouble I dont like. Trouble I detest If I know Allahs answers why I always fail test I dont know why I disobey Im stuck on stupid Quran within reach but I just dont use it Uncle can you help me. Uncle tried to help me. Uncle cant help me. Im all screwed up. Uncle can you help me. Uncle tried to help me. Uncle cant help me. Im all screwed up. Uncle when I got sense and listen to you Everythings peaches and cream you always the truth Uncle when I listen I know I make you proud Yesterday I listened why I dont listen now Uncle when I listen I know I make you smile Why I dont always listen I cant figure out Uncle when I listen I know Allah is pleased Why I dont listen to you why I listen to me Uncle when I disobey everything get dark If Im doing good why I make bad start Uncle when I disobey feel like a dumb daughter Putting a forest fire out with one glass of water Uncle when I disobey everything distorted Gotta go down with the ship I build dont want to abort it Uncle when I disobey everything hay wires Why I cant just do right when wrong will put me in the fire Uncle can you help me. Uncle tried to help me. Uncle cant help me. Im all screwed up. Uncle can you help me. Uncle tried to help me. Uncle cant help me. Im all screwed up. Im a screw up, a dumb-dumb, and a trouble magnet Beef never gets squashed always ready to have it And Im dumb because I know whats good for me Every thing I like doing aint no good in the streets Every thing I like doing religiously Everything I like doing wear and tear on my feet Quran in my right hand, sins in my left Hell for the worst, Heaven for the best Why I gotta do the worst why everything ironic Suppose to marry a man and empty this tonic Suppose to make Wudu and pray on time Suppose to cover myself and cleanse my mind Suppose to be pious and make Hadjj Suppose to make babies and submit to Allah Suppose to never lie suppose to obey I feel like a fool and I feel ashamed Uncle can you help me. Uncle tried to help me. Uncle cant help me. Im all screwed up. Uncle can you help me. Uncle tried to help me. Uncle cant help me. Im all screwed up. I know everybody feel me. I love my uncle. And, I love Allah. But, it seems like every thing you want to do is what you not suppose to do. You dig me? But I learned something very valuable sitting at home meditating. Dig this: If you focus on what you need you will forget what you want. And, if you focus on what you want you will forget what you need. So, you have to ask yourself whats more important to you, what you want or what you need...
Posted on: Wed, 19 Mar 2014 08:59:29 +0000