Unless Facebook glitched, which is possible, I seem to have gotten blocked by someone I genuinely liked, someone I didnt know very well, someone who is incredibly highly regarded and incredibly well-loved by anyone in the filk community who knows her name... someone I primarily knew through my ex (who had, at least for a while, a flirtatious almost-long-distance-relationship with her. Dunno how far it got. Doesnt matter), but have heard her name through a million other people I adore. Its not the first time Ive gotten unfriended and/or blocked by someone connected to him without anything at all being said to me (actually, its at least the third... which makes me really irritated with people who try to tell me that hes Probably not saying anything to anyone about me. If thats not the case, why cant they say anything to me?) But I do think that this is the first time its broken my heart in quite this way. Its the first time its happened in quite a while, and I think its the first time Ive genuinely thought to myself, If this keeps going, if I know how this person operates, if I know how he strategizes, this is just going to keep happening, until eventually everyone in this community that I have had any connection with is going to be convinced, without even realizing its happening, without even being sure why, that they shouldnt have anything to do with me at all. I dont know who else is going to drop off. But I know this road. I know where it goes... and Im sad about it. Really deeply sad.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 22:52:50 +0000
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