Unless you have taken a stride in these dusty worn out ran over mud stained shoes Ive stood in the last 30 yrs you would not understand these tears that keep rolling down my face... Ive been through more than wat I def look Like... I had to learn at a early age to adapt and be a fighter...not quit...having l learn early the best days are yet to come ect some hard pills to swallow I font regret bc its pushed me and Molded me into the "Strong Black Women" Im today I took every lemon that was through and eventally figured how to make some sweet lemonade. I thank God for keeping me the most hes sheltered me and covered me ang I know for a fact hes the reason I wasnt a Hoe..teenage parent..drug abuser..and all the things I saw so many people my age turning to as outlets..Mom sent us to Sunday school even before she started to attend church and raised us there and. Telling u it trully makes a difference I knew who to call on in the wee hrs when I cried.. didnt think I was gonna make..didnt think I could take it more..he would would always guide me to the still waters im telling you. God has been gd to me...Ive always wanted to be someone..Ive never wanted to settle for less even growing up wit a single mom doing all she knew how...I wore my Good Samaritan and Curiosity clothes in the rough patches with pride head held high greatful knowing thay one day everything I ever wanted I could have it..While every other girl choose sneakers and jeans Fb you would catch me in a suit ,slacks and dresses and heels M-F I use to pretend I was going to a office going to school Lol thinking about it I even carried A messenger bag my mock brief case...Not even realizing wat God was trully preparing me for :).. Ive never condidered myself all that and stuck up as Im often told once people get to know me. I wear a tough thick layer fir reasons you cant let ya guard down with every one learned that early. I take pride in myself once I learned to Love myself there was no going back anything I do or involve myself in I give 150% Ive had pkenty of coworkers wonder wow how she het promoted over me but thsts y I dont care wat or who it is Im never gonns fo it like the next Im an over achiever very hard to say no to I love a challenge keeps my brains waves steady..I can relate to a whole lot of situations in this life therefore I can talk to anyone and be the first to be sympathetic therefore find myself helping dont even have to know you and guess wat thats Why I stay blessed freely giving peopl get that mixed up u can help but when I complain there goes your blessing.. I know I havent seen nothing yet for wat God has in store for me but Im ready for wat eva it is coming into Mid life#staytunedgodsworkingitout
Posted on: Sat, 27 Jul 2013 18:25:29 +0000