Unspoken Feelings Of My Incomplete LOVE Part 14 Things where going normal and everything seems to me was on normal tracks expects some things which changed Neevika now she was not like what I previously knew … she was little changed, now she do less smile, avoid talking to everyone even me too.. (tht thing kinda hurts) and all I can feel was there was lots of things going in her mind… Things where getting bad and bad now, she dnt talks to me don’t answers to my call… it was holi I didn’t got enough holidays to come home so me and my friends decided to go GOA, yea I was excited equally but I wanted to go with Neevika there… day before holi we caught bus in night and in morning we reached goa the place was different… all we can see were FIRANGS.. shouting HOLI HAI and throwing colors all over the place and giving hug whoever they met.. all were dead drunk… it was morning 6am I called my parents and wished Holi. Called Neevika but her cell was off, my friend snatched my cell phone and asked me no more talking , we are going to only enjoy… we rented bikes and looked for some hotel or place to get freshen up , we reached our destination and what I see that my friends have bought full pack of beers and they forced saying SAVE WATER DRINK BEER, to give company I took one bottle and finished it and left for a near by beach.. I was constantly checking my cell phone and was waiting for Neevika call so I called her up and she responded by shouting happy holi, I asked her what are u drunk ?? she said yea.. and everyone where shouting.. you can understand situation of a girls hostel and the place only there are girls with arnd 5 km area or more so I said when u feel good call me back.. in night we did little talking and she told “use kuch nahi pata usne kaise baat ki even papa ka call usne receive kiya and kya bola she got no idea “ then we did little normal talk and I hung up. Things where going like this only some talking and rest “INTZAR” I was waiting when this opportunity will come but it never came soon we got final sem paper and we both got ourselves busy in studies… after our paper things where getting worse and her silence was killing me, I never realized that “jiske liye mai daily wish krta hu wo PUNE aa jae and I could see her daily” I wanted to leave pune after my papers coz I don’t know but I cant stay like this, imagination of only this was killing me “me and neevika both in same cities yet we are not talking and meeting” it will hurt me so I didn’t grabbed any job opportunities and left pune … I know that was foolish me, I mean I got job everything established , a place to live with every necessity but I left…. Guess love pains more than I thought…. After leaving Pune , I went back to my hometown and she cleared her exam and went to PUNE, within a month I left PUNE… anyways we were doing little hi hello type talking which was paining me more and more… I felt like she wants to tell me something but not telling or hiding something… I didn’t pressed her to say what she is hiding and in a week she told me what she was hiding from me … (sorry as it’s a real story and some of you know who the girl is so leaving that thing hidden) I asked me how did it happen and all, she told that no1 knows about this only few people knows about it.. and she was really sad coz of that thing and was asking me to come to pune she wanted to talk and all.. I was really feeling like wish I could be there and hug her.. but I didn’t have any reason to go… in a month it was my birthday 9 th September, previous year she was the first person to call me … I checked my cell she didn’t called I guess she forgot my birthday I was very excited for my birthday just because she will call me and we will talk.. I started receiving calls and I ditched my cell over bed on silent mode and slept… it was like I don’t wanted to talk to anybody expect her.. she didn’t called me … not even at night ,.. I was like what how … how can she forget it… I didn’t celebrated my birthday , my one friend asked me to celebrate with her but I was too sad and dnt wanted to go there… I am saying sorry to her as that girl is admin of ths page sorry shivi for turning down.. hope you will understand my pain and forgive me, in night I called my friend and was talking and lifted my mood up, felt good.. thanks kameeno… few days later I received a text from Neevika as I also didn’t contacted her and seeing her text was little different it was in night at arnd 2 am but I was not keeping my cell close to myself coz whenever I see my cell I wanted to text or call Neevika… text was followed “I am sorry , I know did it wrong anyways happy belated birthday .. ********************* lobb eww , want to see you atleast once” sorry guys she got some trouble that what I censored and was upset and was low… she wanted to see me.. reading that text only gave me 100wt smile and trust me If I would have got powers like superman I would be at pune after reading it.. so I planned my trip to pune, it was shocking for me and few of my friends but what I was remembering that she is trouble and wants a shoulder to lean on… I checked tickets and booked my return ticket first 15 oct 2013, as it was on RAC getting return ticket from pune is hard at off season so I left travel date on my bro, he needed me for some work as my elder brother is getting married 25 nov 2013 yes the coming date… my elder most brother needed me to accompany him and distribute marriage cards I wanted to end it all before 9oct and I asked my brother I am going pune to give cards to my friends YES THIS WAS PERFECT EXCUSE, no one can stop me Continued in next part… Author Note – I am skipping few parts as they are something very personal and I don’t want to evade her privacy and make it public, hope u guys will understand… and now finally I am going to see my jadu.. and also I am very sorry for writing this part late and making you wait but I told u guys the reason.. mere bhai ki shadi hai yaar.. few days remaining so got myself too busy… waiting fwd to see your comments… #wickEd
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 14:30:01 +0000
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