Update 5/31 (sorry for the delay) How do you find joy in despair? Anna and I continue to have many people tell us she is healed. Cough, exhaustion, pain and sorrow are in our face. We try very hard to keep joy, peace, patience and seek healing. Prayer can be tough as well. We have been begging for almost 2 years that we would be let out of our trial/torture, alive and restored. Hospice is where we find ourselves. Dara and Moshe are hope for the future. They are bright everyday. Some days crying and Mo has eaten enough fruit in the last week his diapers bear the story 6-10 times a day! Even with the trying days it is wonderful to have time with them and loving on Anna. We are thankful for the help so many have given us. Family is coming every week to hang out with the kids and help us get things done. The fundraiser has given us financial help. Many people pray with us and give us encouragement every day. Things are going well in many ways. The emotional downs (with few ups) are frustrating and devastating. To be at peace with death in an eternal light, is here. We do not question the reality, our love for or if Anna will get to see God. It is the suffering now, the loss of time with our babies (teaching, loving, protecting), loss of young life, inability to stay awake throughout the day... all ways I feel Anna continues to get taken from/robbed. Sorry for complaining and thank you for continuing to pray with and encourage us. We hope and seek. We have run out of patience and feel more broken now than ever. LORD save us!
Posted on: Tue, 03 Jun 2014 00:50:38 +0000
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