Update on Terry- Hey guys, hope everyone had a blessed weekend. Today we had a special visit from my girl friend Lisa Cromwell and her daughter Kaylee. Kaylee was such a trooper with helping terry with anything she needed. Thank you Kaylee! And thank you Lisa for Blessing us with a gift card for the cafeteria. That was more helpful then I can even express!Thank you love! Terry is on day three of feeling headaches ( like her old ones) , dizziness and seeing black spots. The team contacted her surgeon and they said he is thinking of doing an MRI to see if were ok. Please pray for Terry. I dont think I can let her face another surgery.... Ever, but Im trusting God. Im still praying that she is just healing. Today has been emotional. I think everything is just hitting a little more now that were heading into 13 days of being here and feeling the unknown as well is never easy. We want so much for Terry to just be normal and every time things seem to be getting close, something wants to pop up. Tonight i feel a little angry.... Its ok, God gave me this emotion, Im allowed to have it. I feel angry because I feel like this is never going to end and its not fair that Terry always suffers. Mine and Terrys dads heart aches so bad for her to just be pain free. Is it even ok if I tell you that I feel a little jealous for Terry? So many times, I just watch other kids and think why God? Why is ok for these kids to play, to run and to even dance? I would love to see Terry dance! Its just not fare! And then I just make myself snap out of it. My only thought of why this could be is because Terrys purpose is to touch hearts and lies with her compassion for things, with her story, with her gracious soul. See Terry might not be able to physically dance to touch lives as many others do. Terry mentally dances around peoples minds and hearts with the loves that pours from her! Her ways of touching others may have never been meant to be physically possible but always mentally possible. Some of you have never met Terry. I dont think there is anyone that has met Terry that doesnt feel complete love for her. She is soft, warm and compassionate. She is a child that always thinks of others feelings before her own. She is reserved and easy going. She is a blessing and really is absolutely perfectly made :) I know for us, Terry being sent to our family was perfectly and strategically planned out by the grace of God. I hold on to the thought that God knew exactly what he was doing. He knew exactly how this little girl was going to change lives.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 06:23:28 +0000
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