Update on me today. This first day has felt like 4 weeks. I am exhausted, but I know God has me right where He wants me. When someone turns all the lights on in my house, the cobwebs of abuse, neglect and trauma appear and I want to take a broom, get them all down and let them be gone. That is irrational. Because God reveals more and more as I walk through the house and then can sweep down. Yet, a remnant remains. It may be better because I have embraced it, but the sticky sides stay on the wall. They dont define who I am, but they are a part of my house. I dare ask: When will it stop? It wont. Not until I am with Jesus in heaven. I must embrace the past and the future, with love, kindness and tenderness to myself. New cobwebs, remnants and all. Learning to love me so I can love others better. Prayers appreciated.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Dec 2014 02:07:20 +0000
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