Update today has not been a good day for me I had to break off the relationship cause I know it was never going to work his in Cuba am in the states after he told me how his country is I started to think he stated that in Cuba there’s a door to walk out but you can not walk back in he can leave his country but he can not ever go back if he comes to the states that was not the problem he wants to come to the states we would talk on the phone and email each other everyday I fell for him really hard he was everything I ever wanted in a relationship everything but there are mountains between us I text him a few hours ago about the breakup he never reply I believe if you really love someone and you know you are going to lose that one you love you should fight to keep them say something do something but don’t leave it at that because he never reply to my text it mines he did not want to stay in the relationship since he could not call me and talk to me on the cell phone I ask him if he wants to stay in the relationship to give me a ring on my cell phone if he dose not don’t ring my cell phone he never ring my phone the reason why I call off the reason was because I was going to do something crazy I was going to leave the states to be with him in Cuba that’s how hard I fell for him that I was willing to go to him give up everything I have to be with him my home my job everything he stated that I should not do that cause Cuba is not a place to make a relationship with everything that is going on there that its best in the states but I stated that its hard for him to get out of his country it will never happen that got me to think how crazy my love for him was getting to me I needed to break away from it before I do a mistake that I will not have way to take it back did I really loved him yes more them he knew I have never been in love he wad my first but how can I love him when I can not touch him kiss him what hurts me the must is that he ask me many time to promise him that I would never leave him or end the relationship I promise him and I broke that promise and that hurts me more but I had to wake up the relationship was too far even now write this tears fall from my eyes the feelings of letting someone you love go is not easy its very hard to let go but I have to do this cause its not going to get any better I removed all his photo from my cell from my page from my home removed everything that would remind me of him now I am right back where I started love sucks but what suck more is not having it I was so close to having my first male relationship I think it is best if I just stick with people in my city of New York so this is my life day after day
Posted on: Sun, 09 Jun 2013 01:24:39 +0000
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