Uthando Lomzali- Chapter 2 Besendigigitheka ke ngoku, Bhuti ebekwazi ukufikela kwi level yam yobuntwana. Naye phofu ebelingana noSisi ngeminyaka. Me: Ewe Bhuti tyhini kunini undibuza? Bhuti: I am glad to see you laugh, thats all I wanted to see, keep it like that ntombam, hold your head up like that. Kuyakhalwa kuphindwe kuhlekwe, its life, now that you are going to a Varsity next year, your real life will really start there, uzophila ubomi bokuzimela. Always remember that You are bigger than your mom or anybody else for that matter who tries to pull you down, dont you ever for once feel small or blame yourself for her attitude towards you, she is the one with issues. Ndiyijongile Yonke Le-Mphatho mbi ka-Nosipho, Yekba Ndithula nje amaxesha amaninzi, izakukuqinisa ungambambeli nqala niks. Okay ; I was going to show you ukuthi ndiyakuthanda by joining you and cry as well, ukukubonisa ukuthi you are not alone, I feel your pain,Im here with you all the way , Okay? Me: ha ukhale wena Umdala kangaka, Zange Ndakubona ukhala nje? Ukhala Njani? I was happy maan noBhuti , ndilibele konke ngoSisi ,Sendihleka isiqhazolo UBhuti made crying sound... Hi hi hi hi hi I could not help it but laugh loud, Sisi opened the door kwezozithuba and came in Sisi: Wathi dudlu ebhedini , uyakumenzisa nini u- Entle I homework? Ebebhekisa Kum Me: Siyigqibe izolo sisi, also Ndiye ndampractisa imaths as well Sisi:Mpractizise futhi, kutsho mna Bhuti: Nosipho Phuma ! Sisi: Intoni ? Bhuti: Ndithi Phuma, uzomosha futhi, Ufuna ntoni kulomntwana? Uyakuxelela bawenzile umsebenzi wesikolo. Sisi: Undi-shouta phambi kwa lento Monde UBhuti was now fuming, He stood up, I can do even better kunokukushouta, He raised his hand to clap her, then looked at me , wabuya wazinqanda Sisi: Rhaa Monde, zalandela izithuko..Yangathi Zifundwa encwadini. Bhuti stormed out of the room, took his car keys and left. Sisi looked at me , She then spitted on my face and bang the door on her way out Intiyo engaka, I wish I could blame it on her pregnancy but the thing is I could not , this has been going on forever even before pregnancy. bekubheda not kancinci. I just consoled myself with Bhutis words.. I am bigger than her . Ndiye ndaya eBathroom, to wash lomtico kaSisi ebusweni bam, on my way out ndagilana noCynthia Cynthia: uXole maan Londi, nceda ungalali ungatyanga kaloku sisi Me:How can I have I-appetite after all this drama, ingathi uyacotha nalonyaka I cant wait to leave esisihogo sendlu , Otherwise ndizobulalu mntu apha We laughed , ndabuyele roomini, Khange ndimve nokubuya Kwakhe UBhuti. Months later , I was provisionally accepted eNMMU, it was now a week before my final exams. I-tricks zika Sisi bendizinxibele I-raincoat, Ndingazigcini tu ngaphakathi Kum, bendingafuni anything ezakundiphazamisa kwimviwo zam. U-Bhuti ebehambe nomsebenzi, e-Out of the country, Sisi received a call one evening , ethi uMama uyagula Kakhulu, I was listening to her conversation while she was talking on the phone, she dropped the phone ad rushed to kwa 2, without saying a word. I later phoned one of my cousin, ndibuzisa ngemeko kaMamqocwa. Cousin: Londi my sister, uMamqocwa is no more, Oomakazi balindele nje umama wakho afike ---- Kwangathi Kuvuthelwa Umoya ezindlebeni, andimlindelanga nokuthi agqibe ukhazi, the next thing ndive ingathi ndinesifuthufuthu, I tried to call uCynthia, but ilizwi lam belingaphumeli Ma-mm--Qo---c--wa , Ma-mm--Qo---c--wa-- Buya , Buya Mama wam, I cant Explain ukuthi bekusenzeka ntoni Kum, a sense of reasoning ibindishiyile, I was filled with pain, hurt, deep loss, I remember seeing uCynthia , but her image was so vivid in my eyes, the next thing nanko u- Cynthia endigalela ngamanzi efridge. In my normal sense I would have jumped out of bed, Ndonde ngaye, but A A this time, I was so weak to move, my body started to shiver. Out of nowhere Ndasitsho esofelweyo, eSo sisika amazantsi esusa, esenkedama isikhalo. UCynthia ebebhuduzela engazi kwenzeka ntoni, she joined wakhala naye so is Entle. Siyenzile lonto Sade sabiwa bubuthongo salala, ndingakhange ndibaxelele Ba Kwenzeke ntoni. Ndothuswe kobothongwana zizandla zika Sisi, zindivusa gadalala. I just looked at her, bendingenamandla okwenza anything. Sisi: Kanti kwenzekani apha Londi? Why umntwana wam eleli Kanje I looked at her, I was just lost .. Not even sure ukuthi ndiphi, or maybe lento kaMamqocwa ibiliphupha mhlawumbi. Ndive ngempama ingena , Sisi: Ndiyathetha nawe akundiva sathane ndini, uzothini ngoku ? themba lakho limkile , uzobalekela kubani? He watsho endinyola I stood up, ndama phambi Kwakhe, ndamjamela.. Ndingaqhwanyazi tuu, that act kind of scared her, she was not sure ukuthi ndicinga ntoni or what will be my next move I was so broken, so empty uSisi ebendigqiba Amandla. I remembered amazwi kaBhuti kwezozithuba, its not worth it Londi... I left her there standing, ndaphuma ebusuku njalo, taking a walk in a neigbhourhood. Later I came back after 10 minutes, only to find everything locked , fom I-gate yangaphandle. Ndiye kwamakhelwane , who then phoned uSisi , Ndabe ndiyangena endlini njalo ngobobusuku. Bhut could not come to the funeral, Sisi did not allow me to go kwa 2 during the week, Friday she came to take some of the things endlini. The most painful thing that she has ever done or said to me, was when she stood there , wandixelela ukuba I will not be attending the funeral, ndizojonga u-Entle. This woman used every opportunity she coud get, to break my Spirit, on this one, she successed, she knew very well, that uMamQocwa ngumama Kum, how can you deny one an opportunity to say a final farewell kumzali. Ndizive ingathi ndiphelelwa ngamandla, the next thing I was on the floor, Again Cynthia jumped to help me out, Sisi jumped over me, and left ehleka. I regain my conscious, he bendizophambana yintlungu, ibinganyamezeleki.. The emotional pain was not manifesting itself physical. Kufowune uBhuti kwezozithuba checking ukuthi ndiyacoper na yinto kamama, I could not answer him,tears fell, I gave the phone to Cynthia, who relayed to him everything that has happened. Bhuti was furious , and engena kwenza anything as he was out of the country.But him being uBhuti, he asked me not to worry and promised ukuthi hell make a plan, I must get ready tomorrow for Umngcwabo. Nyani , ngengomso, ndibone kumisa imoto kaMalume, ezo ndithatha esithi ucelwe nguBhuti., u-Entle ndimshiye no -Cynthia, im telling you uSisi never ayive ifuneral kamama wakhe, she constantly looked at me , endijamele. Nezithethi rubbed it more by quoting me as Mamqocwas favourite. After the funeral,I washed my hands, ate and then uMalume wandigodusa, I knew u-Sisi was gonna cause a scene, andithi akababali Aba bakokwabo. At least bendixolile, And I knew uSisi ndizohlangana naye Sunday,ebezolala and uBhuti naye was coming back Sunday. Labe lingcwatyiwe iQocwakazi, indlezane bububele , my pillar my everything. Thank you Qocwakazi, olwakho ugqatso ulufezile Goodbyes are not forever. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean Ill miss you Until we meet again! Till we meet again mama wam
Posted on: Sat, 20 Sep 2014 18:53:10 +0000
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