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#WINTER_COMPETITION I was totaly fed up, my life seems to have shattered, it was at stake, d person i loved with my heart n soul seems to hv lost all interest in me,i hv done so many sacrifices for him bt.....all in vain. he was in to an xtra marital affair wit some1 from d same workplace during my pregnancy. he jst forgot dat he was in love wit me few years back n married me against both of ours parents wish...i stood beside him at his toughest time of life n whn i needed him most he was not there....truly i saw dat hw cud a human be so cruel? n dat too to his better half n his own unborn child?? he confessed dat he is having an affair n he cant leave dat girl.....bt he can live witout both of us, i.e me n my child...i was finished, i lost all hope, coz fighting n arguing wit him does not make any difference to him...he had decided.....after 7/8 months sleepless nights i decided to kill myself n my child. but how?? i starved myself for 5/6 consecutive days so dat sm bad happens to me n i dnt hv to live nemore, bt no use.......my welwishers didnt allowd me to do so...thn 1 day whn i was alone i punched hard in my tummy....i continued punching till my tummy started aching.......i cried n told my baby plz forgive me as m hurtng u, coz yr papa dnt want u....i punched till i was exhausted.....i was sweating wt excitement n anger.......i was sobbing loudly.........thn suddenly...i heard a whisper.....mama...plz dnt kill me, m part of u, i wan to live, i wan to see dis beautiful world, for me u r my mama papa both...let me complete u wit my presence mama minutes of silence n i realized wat i was going to do....i cried again, this time tears were of happiness, m going to b complete after few days....m going to be a mother....gods most precious gift to a woman...motherhood n i was so foolish to destroy it....i felt ashamed of myself for my stupid act...i decided, for me my child is more important than anything in ths world.....i promise u my child i will bring u to ths world n give u life....u r my child, only mine...thr wil be no place for a third person between us....be it yr father or ne1 else....... Writer: Unknown
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 13:09:58 +0000

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