Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. Youve had yet another horrible day. Youre just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note youve written and re-written over and over and over again. You take out those razor blades and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holdin g the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You dont answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you lying on your bed so he thinks youre asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. Shes screaming your name. Your brother, so confused runs to go tell Dad that Mommy is crying and Sissy wont wake up your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, whats going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school theres an announcement. The Principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in and when it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls think of all the things theyve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and calls you names, couldnt help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. Cant handle it. He breaks down, starts crying and runs out of the school. Your friends? theyre sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that something was wrong. Wishing they couldve helped you before it was too late. And your bestfriend, shes in shock. She cant believe it. She knew what you were going through but she never thought it would get that bad... Bad enough for you to end it. She cant cry, she cant feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming but no tears coming out. Its a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk but all the good memories they had with you, there were alot. Everyone is crying, your brother still doesnt know you killed yourself, hes too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, alot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your bestfriend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesnt stop for days. Its 2 years later. The whole school talks to a counsellor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesnt know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your bestfriend? She tried to kill herself. She didnt succeed like you did, but she tried... Your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marrige fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices dont just affect you. They affect everyone. Dont end your life, you have so much to live for. Things cant get better if you give up. Im here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if weve NEVER talked before, im here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that care. Yes, i definitely care...
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 07:40:42 +0000
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