Was tagged in the positive speaking post by Hoodz Da Don...sorry so late but here it goes....at 23 weeks I found out my child I was carrying had spina bifida, the doctors suggested that I terminate the pregnancy if I didnt feel ready to care for a child with needs...I couldnt because even on the inside he had such a huge impact on me, I could feel a change in me already so my husband and I decided he deserves to be here just as much as any other baby..they assumed he would be early, a preemie is what they called it...nope my super hero waited until my 38week check up to make his entrance, it was love at first sight, but it devastated me not to be able to hold him, I was stuck in a hospital bed while he was transported...but within a day I forced my strength,got out of that bed and walked over to see my prince, i risked everything,severely hurting,feet swelling and body aching I had to see him, my husband advised me to lay in bed, he even begged me to but I couldnt I had to touch him...seeing his face and touching his little hand gave me life..he has changed me dramatically I no longer have anger problems,I no longer drink until im unconscious I actually forgive people with no grudge and even though hes still in the hospital his energy follows me around...Im a new woman, a God fearing woman and I love with my all....to say Im just in love would be an understatement,Im infatuated...good day everyone....
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 12:01:19 +0000
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