Was watching Greys Anatomy when it was stated, You just lost your best friend, its the hardest thing ever. I knew that pain and those tears came down as if I just found out all over again. I didnt just lose you once but every time something reminds me of you, every time your name is brought up, every time Im left alone, every day I lose you over and over and over again. You were so much more to me than just a high school sweetheart, more than just a person I knew and reconnected with because with you there was no catching up, there was picking back up where we left off at. All those late night phone conversations, all the times we hid away from the world and just talked, laughed, loved each other as if wed never loved something so much before, all the times we even had to act as if we didnt know each other at all so people wouldnt get mad. No matter what you were doing you always stopped to listen and you never sugar coated anything. You always told me how it was and never babied me unless you knew thats what I needed. All I know is I really needed to have you around this last year and this pain will never truly ever go away
Posted on: Mon, 15 Sep 2014 21:07:28 +0000
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