We all deal with this in our own ways. Those who know me well enough know I deal with tragic issues with either comedy to provide some kind of laughter, or I just remain in silence. This time its been both. But I cant help it, I gotta get this out, or else Ill go nuts. Its just pathetic that shit like this has to happen. Its taken me an entire week to finally CRY about this and now it wont stop. I didnt cry this much when my dad died. I made this page for 2 reasons. I made it because Bobbie needs to be remembered on a non hostile wall, and I made it so that we can all come and mourn, and feed off of each others strength. I just wanted to thank those of you who were able to find words to type, because as I was trying to be the strong one here for all of you, while hiding what I have inside, it was all of you who have ME some strength even though Ive been inconsolable on the inside like the rest of you. Bobbie was like all of us, she wasnt perfect and she knew it and not once ever pretended to be. Its incidents like this that make me continue to question my personal faith. How could God take Bobbie of all people? I mean is he that selfish? The answer is no. Hes not. He allowed us to meet Bobbie and become a part of her life as she was and always will be in OURS. He gave us all that gift. I guess even searching through sadness even has a purpose. We find extraordinary people, we grow with them, they grow with us. Im 39 and finally learned a lesson about life and death and the horrible loss it provides: Cherish our friends, our families and cherish life. Even at its worst points, the last enemy, Death, still does not win as long as we live through our loved ones memory. ~Bonechicken~
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 05:19:54 +0000
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