We all work so hard to stay afloat in this world, Bills keep piling up, price of fuel never seems to stop rising, and our kids are getting more expensive by the day. Overworked, underpaid, and downright miserable. Ive been there. Busted my rear working two full time jobs last year so I can buy a house for myself and my girls. Didnt have the energy for it, I sure didnt have the physical condition for it, and I hated not seeing my girls. But I did it anyway to get where I wanted. But that all came crashing down.. my back took a major turn for the worse, was forced to quit both jobs if i wanted to keep avoiding that spinal surgery that has a big chance of leaving me without being able to walk. But how to keep everything I worked so hard for? File for disability and settle for bare minimum, or have the courage to try something new.. My kids deserve more than bare minimum and heck so do I. My older daughter reminds me all the time that I am an amazing mom no matter what. But if I give up on my life and dont push myself to be who I know I can, then I am failing them, and I will never accept failure. From a very hard and disruptive childhood, abusive relationships, cancer, physical disabilities, and just plain giving up on life, I had come to a place in life when I turned a new leaf. I have forgiven those who have wronged me, asked the same to those I have wronged, reconnected with my higher power, and has found myself into a new sense of self. A new self determination, a new stronger passion to do what I love, give more of myself to the world, and make a real change. Having an 8 yr old daughter who is more mature than she needs to be at this age is in some ways wiser than even I am. Always pushing me to do more, become more, and most of all... love her for her because she is always being the best her she can be, and there is absolutely no reason I cannot do the same. Find your calling, step out from the shadows and fear, and always pursue your dreams because if you dont, you are stealing from yourself and you will never truly be happy. juju806.le-vel/
Posted on: Sat, 26 Jul 2014 16:54:33 +0000