We came home for 8 wonderful days !! After a 77 day stay at Roswell Cancer Institute!! We are now on day 6 at Strong Memorial Hospital where we have received a 2 nd opinion!! We should be going back home in afternoon to spend our last 56 days together . Ronald Sanders cancer is HOT! And growing in his left lung and he is to weak to receive any chemo or radiation!! We have been talking and crying together for the last 2 hours and praying that they are wrong again!! He just told me he will always love me!and will see me again!! We will be sent home with air hunger morfin.and hospice!! Today he sat up in bed 3 times with no help.I pray that he can get the strength back in his arms so he can lift them.he has not hugged me in 90 days!! Who would of know that my birthday hug before he went into the OR was my last!! He needs to hold his sweet little girls Sarah Sanders and Veronica Sanders this is why we are coming home!! Dear Jesus please heal My Ronnie One I love him so much!! In Jesus name Amen!! The head doctor at Roswell called me tonight to agree with Strong prognosis.They also told me how amazing the team feels i am.they watched me on camera learn to care for him so I could take him home.they said Ron would not of lived this long if it was not for my strength. So I am going to be his Rock!! I will not believe.!!!!W e have all the time that the Lord says we have!! And everyday will be the best!!I am sitting here in the dark watching him sleep thinking how anyone would ever want to do anything that would ever hurt his feeling or cause him to be upset!! And of course people think that people feelings change because someone is dying.that I should be the bigger person!! Well I agree I am pretty dam big!! But not the kind of big that could let poison near here husband.this pour man cant even stand to hear the voices of people who TRULY love him! How would his vitals handle hearing them?? I am not willing to take the chance.He is way to fragile.I loved the look on his face when the nurse came into the room and said your SO AND SO is on phone!! And of course as always they did not beleive one word I was telling them.and i was even nice enough to tell them first.but of course I get kicked in the teeth again.what else did I exspect.?? Please leave us alone.My plate is running over!!
Posted on: Tue, 06 May 2014 01:54:02 +0000
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