We were only days away from moving back into our facility but today, our building suffered its second water line break in two weeks. It is beyond overwhelming. I am reluctant to even mention it. Somehow, I feel as though this is my fault so I can barely state the situation. Both of our major water main breaks (January 2012 and January 2014) occurred during Sanctity of Human Life week. I dont know if this is coincidence but I think not. We walked into the Center today only to find a river of water running down our stairs and offices absolutely devastated. The workers were almost done with our previous repairs of January 9. It is another nightmare. Standing outside today in the snow, holding my desk belongings, while all the officials were rushing in, I felt lonelier than I have ever felt. I stared at ice pieces running out the door and thought, Where can we go? What can we do? My mind raced...Who can I call? Who can change this situation for us immediately? There was simply no one. There is only God, you see. This ministry belongs to Him. It is funded by His loving people but mainly, He is the pilot and I am in the co-pilots seat. I know that He will bring us through again. I dont see how and I am so weary. I normally do not cry easily but today was more than I could bear. I could see no end in sight. But when I am weak, then I am strong. He will do for us again. Just like before. It is embarrassing. It is humiliating that we find ourselves in this situation again. But I know that He will give us all we had before. I am trusting Him for that miracle today. I trust Him so, so much. Although my troubles are nothing like Jobs, when he said, Though He slay me, yet will I serve Him...I have that same trust in God. I trust Him. I do. He will not fail us.
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 04:25:25 +0000
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