Weather Report from Eskeys Ridge.... Its very quiet on the Ridge this morning. Sometime during this night in early December the fog found its way out of the valley and made its way silently up my driveway to blanket the Ridge in a soft gray coverlet. I woke from a dream of Jim... I dont often share these dreams because I savor them in private but this one I decided to share because it left me with a feeling of understanding and comfort. This weather report is for all my dearest dears who dream of loved ones that have let go of this world and wait for us in the next... My Jim and I sat in a theater somewhere - one that seemed familiar but I felt Id never performed there. It was just the two of us and we were sitting side by side when he turned to me with a smile and said, You are always asking what about the part of you that went with me when I died. Even in my dream I wanted to deny that he had died but when I turned and looked at him, his face was absolutely shining with something I couldnt even recognize and my heart filled with love and profound happiness for this sweet and decent man. You know, he looked the same as when I first came to love him, odd that... And in that very second, I understood... Jim will always be with me... Always he will live in my heart and in the memories I will carry throughout the rest of my life. He will always and forever be young and vibrant. But, it was the light in his face that made me know he walks with me everyday, encouraging me from a place where he can be everything he wanted to be. I am living more fully now because I once knew a man I loved without reserve or fear. That love is what I saw in Jims face and I know, even though I didnt tell him in the dream, that love lives on. I am letting go of the loss of the man but I will never let go of the special love I hold in my heart for him. Go with God, Jim Taylor, and I give that part of me that went with you freely. You didnt take anything that I needed to keep living in this beautiful place I now find myself. You have added that special part that only knowing and loving you could have made richer. Good morning all my dearest dears. Have a perfectly magical day!!! xoxo SK
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 12:15:33 +0000
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